I keep thinking I’m a fatty and I’ll never get to do what I want to do, never wear what I want and never look like I want. I’m very blue right now. Down and out and bothered. I feel like crap and it’s because of the crap I’ve been eating. I’m sick of the crap. I wanna feel like me again. I do not feel like myself. I’m huge. No I’m not a super size plus size lady but I am well over weight. I am 215 5″ 4 inches tall. That’s well over weight. I have no energy like I use to. I never want to do anything. Anything ever. I don’t even want to write this. Well I’ll see y’all later. I wanna be a fatty to tinny.